Excited milf wants to date

I don't know what's wrong with me, but I jokingly suggested to my boyfriend that we cheat! I still don't know why I did it; it was probably a whim or a way to inject some new energy into our sex life! He had no qualms about bringing home the first slut he saw and fucking her, while I could hear everything! Unbelievable, and since I'm a bit of a romantic, I'm definitely not the kind of girl who'll just throw herself at the first guy he sees! Now I plan to let him feel what it's like to hear me fucking you! My revenge will be sweet, and sex with you will be even sweeter!

I've been thinking long and hard about whether to post a call, as I'm quite skeptical after my last relationship. I find it very difficult to confide in someone again, but I want to give it a try anyway. I don't plan on staying single forever!

The grass is always greener on the other side. Is that really true? Can I come and taste yours?

I've had casual boyfriends, quite a few. So I've tried quite a lot. But I haven't acted out my wildest fantasies yet; I didn't dare say or do that. Are you open to anything?