Experienced mother wants a man

The attention I get from my boyfriend is below par for me; meeting once every two weeks isn't a relationship for me. If you're the man who likes me and has all the time for me, then I want to get to know you.

My guy is a grump, a grouch. He's sick, and that's really sad, but I don't have to suffer. I don't get sex, that's the worst part. A hug every now and then, but I just miss that sex terribly. I'd love to secretly do it with someone else. Would I dare?

I've been experiencing a wave of emotions this past week. My husband cheated on me and now he wants an open relationship. It's new to me, and I thought, who knows, maybe it's for me. This will be the first time I'll cheat. It's exciting, and I want to be taken doggy-style. I find that hot and enjoyable.

No, don't come to me if you're just a regular guy trying to do his thing. I want hard sex and delicious S&M. To be your slave while you abuse me.