Experienced mother wants to have sex

I'm looking for more in the realm of sex; I'd like to experiment. In my short life, I've tried just about everything there is to try, and I want more. I'm very curious about S&M, but I have absolutely no experience with it. I'm looking for a teacher who can gently introduce me to that world. Not too strict to start with.

In bed, it has to crackle and fizz, it has to sparkle and flame, that's what I want.

Never expected it, but it happened anyway. I've lost my wild side. I want to settle down with a nice man, live together and build a future together, and maybe even have children in the future, but not just yet. Let's get to know each other first.

Being alone isn't fun. Often it is, then I can do whatever I want. But even more often, it's not. Then I feel lonely and I miss having a strong man around, someone to make decisions for me when things get tough. Are you missing a woman in your life? Then write to me; who knows, maybe we're made for each other.