Lovely mom wants a sexdate

In my marriage, I'm currently playing nothing more than a role, pretending to be satisfied with the sex I get, but unfortunately, I'm not meeting my needs. Can you fill me in?

When will I find a good sex partner? All my friends talk about it openly, and I only meet men who are terrible at it.

What you see in my photo is what you get. My husband can't give me what I want, so I'll go out and find it. I love oral sex, and I can completely indulge myself. I'll spoil you if you send me a message.

When I was on holiday in my native Australia last month, I met a really nice man. We spent a lot of time together and it was really great. We're not in a relationship, but I did say I'd love to see him again, and the feeling was mutual. I don't know when that will happen, because a trip like this costs a lot of money. But yeah, I'm here alone, and that's tough. I have to do everything myself, and there's nothing to do in bed either. Is there a nice man who's open to a relationship with me, but not a real relationship? Not living together and not falling in love, but doing fun and enjoyable things together?