Lovely mother wants a man

There are times when I think, is this all there is to it, so I hope to find someone who already knows how to get the most out of life.

I'm aware that I'm not exactly the prettiest person, and I'm incredibly fortunate to have such a fun and spontaneous boyfriend. There's only one thing wrong with him. And that's his thing... He's so small that when I put him in my mouth, I feel like I'm sucking on a lollipop.

I feel lonely, which isn't so strange when you only see your boyfriend once every two weeks. He likes to be by himself, and honestly, I wonder why we're in a relationship. A man I see every day is what I dream of.

I love cooking so much that I'd love to do it every day. But my boyfriend says, "Just give me some potatoes and vegetables for once." I'm really craving them. So I can't express myself anymore... Can I cook for you sometime? And what would you like?