Beautiful mature wants to date a man

I've been absolutely pissed off since I recently discovered my husband is having an affair with a good friend of mine. He can have it now! Nothing about that promise of eternal fidelity is worth it, because now I want you!

I don't understand why my current boyfriend is cheating on me. Is it because of my body and looks? I honestly have no idea. My self-confidence has plummeted because of this, and I hope you don't have any issues with it.

It's about time I settled down. Apparently, I'm missing out on men around here, so I'm looking this way. Who knows, I might find the man of my dreams here. Background doesn't matter to me; preferably a bit older than me, 30+ would be nice, but not necessary as long as you have a little life experience and don't act like a little child. This might sound strange for me to say, but I've been through quite a bit, so I'm being clear about what I'm looking for.

Still waters run deep. That's a saying that suits me perfectly. When I first meet someone, I tend to keep a low profile, but once I get to know you, you'll quickly discover I have a lot more to offer, and people are always surprised. Unfortunately, this personality trait means I never have a chance with the nice guys, because my girlfriends are always quicker to catch on, so maybe this way will work?