Excited mother wants a man

My ex-boyfriend deeply insulted me. He called me a prude. Somehow I know he's right, but deep down it hurts. I don't want to become a wild girl who sleeps with just anyone. For me, sex is part of love, and I want to save that for a true boyfriend. Now I need to find a true boyfriend, and I think this is the way to go.

I love it: deep, intense kissing, oral sex, all sorts of positions, places, and so on. Nothing is too crazy for me, and I expect the same from a man. Discretion is important, though.

Anyone with too much time on their hands? I do, and I'd love someone to help me through this!

I've been through quite a bit and would love to forget about it as quickly as possible. My relationship is also struggling, and I anticipate us breaking up soon. It would be nice to receive some kind responses from men who are interested in me.