Lovely mom wants a sexdate

I really hope I can find a man here who's more sociable than my husband. My husband is grumpy every day, and he won't say why. He says it has nothing to do with me. Yet he keeps avoiding me. I don't understand it and feel so lonely.

My fantasy is to do it in public sometime, like in the dunes or somewhere. I once got caught with another couple, and I thought it was so hot to watch them do it. Other places like the pool or the train also really appeal to me.

I like playing games, and I'm not talking about "Ludo." You can play with me, and if you want to use tools, that's perfectly fine, even appreciated. I don't get scared easily and am willing to do almost anything.

I know I'm still young and inexperienced. I'd like to gain some experience. I'm looking for a man who wants to experience something romantic and gentle with me.