Wild mature wants to date a man

I'm a bit shy, so that's why I'm asking. I don't have to talk to you directly, let alone flirt; I really don't dare. If you're also unsure, you should definitely respond; maybe we're a good fit.

Although it's not my usual thing, I'm in a thrilling mood and am going to give it a try. My girlfriend has found an incredibly hot lover here, in addition to her relationship. I want something like that too! Incredibly good sex outside of my relationship—is that possible for me?

I like to be in control, but I'm now ready to let go, and perhaps even to you. Find a man who understands what I want with my control, and my paddle.

My wild fantasies are not coming true, my boyfriend doesn't want to cooperate when he hears them and I hope to meet a nice man who is up for a wild romp.