Beautiful mom wants sexdating

Sometimes I get so frustrated, always in the same position and then straight to sleep, well then it's another fifteen minutes before sex. I'm so tired of it and want to spend a whole night trying different positions.

I'm not yet familiar with the world of S&M; and I'd like to be taught everything here. A gag seems very exciting to me. Needles too, by the way, and nursing roleplay excites me just by the thought.

My problem is that I'm too shy. Because of this, I can't clearly express what I want and what I do, and then I quickly get overwhelmed. The same applies to my relationship; I find it incredibly difficult. So I'm looking for a kind man who understands me, is patient with me, and can help me learn to stand on my own two feet.

Since I've been living with someone, it feels like I can't live anymore. My boyfriend is very alternative and still old-fashioned. I love adventure and definitely don't shy away from a challenge. He's excited to take on this challenge with me!