Excited mature wants to be fucked

I want to have a secret affair with you, at least if you're as horny as I am and want to regularly host a beautiful girl like me. It would be nice if you have some discretionary options.

Sex is very important to me. I'm looking for someone who also finds it important. I know a lot about Kama Sutra, so there's still a lot to explore with me.

I'm a true pleasure slave, serious and willing to do whatever I'm told. I have some experience serving as a slave, but unfortunately, the connection between me and my master has faded. I get a thrill when you hurt me, and sometimes it can't go fast enough. Living with you might even be an option. Who should I apply to?

Maybe it's the city I'm from, or I'm just incredibly unlucky! I've already been on three dates that ultimately went completely wrong. Do I attract the wrong kind of men with my looks?