Excited mom wants a sexdate

I'm looking for a man who can make me come multiple times. I've never managed to squirt before, so it's a fantasy of mine.

Not completely free to do whatever I want, but secretly it's also very exciting. It makes it all a little more fun and enjoyable...

There's one thing I'm not and that's shy, if our date doesn't work out you can always look at pictures because I have some nice tattoos.

This year I turned 30, which has caused quite a stir in my mind. I've been with my boyfriend for a long time, 15 years already. We were truly each other's first love. And that's great, of course, but I've also found myself curious about what's different... What if, or what would it be like? Is it really a bad thing that I secretly took the plunge now...?!