Young mature wants to be fucked

I want to give my life a new direction and do what my heart has always longed for. I'm thinking about taking a sabbatical and would love to travel the world with a man who, like me, has an adventurous spirit.

Don't think, just act—that's how it is with everything in my life. I'd like to change jobs sometimes if I don't feel like it anymore. But it's never boring with me. But sometimes it would be better to think before acting.

The great happiness I thought I'd find in my marriage was all based on a dream. The pink cloud quickly vanished, and the hangover has taken its place. The hangover from sex that's so minimal and there's so little affection that I feel truly sad. I don't want to drown that sadness, but I do want to forget it for a moment with a one-time sex date.

My wild fantasies are not coming true, my boyfriend doesn't want to cooperate when he hears them and I hope to meet a nice man who is up for a wild romp.