Beautiful mom wants a sexdate

Looking for someone who knows how to treat a lady, respect and honesty is the most important to me.

I like to be in control, but I'm now ready to let go, and perhaps even to you. Find a man who understands what I want with my control, and my paddle.

Not looking for a one night stand, but for a sexual relationship outside of my own relationship.

I should know what I'm looking for by now... But I just can't figure it out. Yes, sex is nice, but it's not that I'm just looking for sex. A relationship isn't what I'm looking for either. Something in between would be perfect—a connection, but not a commitment. If we do develop feelings for each other, I certainly wouldn't rule out a relationship.