Experienced milf wants sex

Most men say I have a cocksucking mouth, and that's perfectly fine, on the contrary. I enjoy pleasuring you with my mouth while I'm tied up on the bed, and you can shove it nice and deep down my throat?

My wife (yes, I'm married to a woman) is hot, honestly. But sex with a man is also something I'm not going to shy away from, and that's what I'm going to do. We have to be careful, though, because my wife is quite jealous. She better not find out, or we'll have some very hot evenings.

This year I turned 30, which has caused quite a stir in my mind. I've been with my boyfriend for a long time, 15 years already. We were truly each other's first love. And that's great, of course, but I've also found myself curious about what's different... What if, or what would it be like? Is it really a bad thing that I secretly took the plunge now...?!

Unfortunately, my partner doesn't want what I want. I love S&M and he doesn't. I can't live without it, so we have a little problem. So I'm going to do it secretly. Who can discreetly give me what I want?