Experienced milf wants sex

My boyfriend and I practically live in the same house like brother and sister. It's quite difficult, because when we have sex, it feels really weird. I love him, but I don't care for darts. Not with him, anyway. With someone else, though.

I never thought my boyfriend would sleep with someone else. I found out through word of mouth, and I already thought it was strange that I'd seen so little of him these past few months. It was high time I found a man who'd consider me his girlfriend.

Maybe I became a mom way too young? I feel like I'm letting a lot of things pass me by. I hope I find someone here who can change that.

My relationship is ending, and I want to break it off. To avoid the tension and stress, I've completely immersed myself in exercise. Should we just train together and see if we run a marathon together?