Horny mature wants to be fucked

I've been married for seven years, but it doesn't feel that way. I feel alone. Unheard, lonely, and certainly not loved. I can't leave. I have a child with him and no job, so I'm dependent. I'd be happy with just a man I could see secretly and who would give me some self-esteem back; I could really use that.

Do you dare to have a sexual relationship with me? Not just any sex, because I want more than just boring sex in bed.

I don't mind a little excitement. I've had plenty of boyfriends, but none want to hurt me, so they don't accommodate my desires. They just can't seem to grasp that I enjoy the pain and that it actually makes me hot. What man wants to come and hurt me a little?

I have everything my heart desires, but the most important thing is missing. Love and attention are what I'm missing from my boyfriend, and now that he's indicated he doesn't want to live together, I want to meet a man who likes me and might even want to live together if we start a relationship.