Horny mother wants a man

It's true I'm in a relationship, but that's about it. I'm about to end it because a long-distance relationship isn't for me. I do want to meet a man with whom I can laugh and be kind every day.

A few years ago, my father found pictures of me in my room when he came looking for a book. Damn, I was so shy. He got angry and yelled at me to sign up for a dating site. He thought that was what those pictures were for. Well, years later, I still often think about that argument. Since I'm already sex-free, I thought, Dad, why not?

I signed up here in a bit of a horny mood. I'm a naughty girl who likes to do crazy things. Why not?

Is this all I get or have in life? A relationship where we spend more time apart than together, and so I often spend evenings alone on my couch.