Excited mother wants a man

The great happiness I thought I'd find in my marriage was all based on a dream. The pink cloud quickly vanished, and the hangover has taken its place. The hangover from sex that's so minimal and there's so little affection that I feel truly sad. I don't want to drown that sadness, but I do want to forget it for a moment with a one-time sex date.

I'm in a relationship, so I'm not looking for that, but I am looking for some distraction or excitement. Home has become boring too. I want more, and I want something different! It's hard to explain it this way, perhaps, but I want more variety and more enjoyment, and most importantly, maybe I'll even have an orgasm myself.

I don't think I can call him a prince on a white horse anymore, but I just want someone who can complement me where necessary and make me feel fantastic. Are those too many demands?

This is my first time doing this, and I'm really excited. I'm curious to see where this will lead.