Excited mother wants to have sex

I don't have the energy to save my relationship anymore; every time we see each other, it ends in an argument. I want to meet a man who will be kind to me, who won't make demands on me, and with whom I can spend many romantic evenings.

Unfortunately I haven't come across my teddy bear yet, who knows here?

Unfortunately, my boyfriend isn't into S&M. It's a real shame, because I can't live without it. I enjoy being able to handle a man and make him suffer a little. I absolutely love begging; it makes me incredibly horny.

Can you get frustrated if you don't get enough sex? Yes, absolutely! I'm very frustrated! My husband is almost sixty, and it does have its advantages, haha. I'm in a good place, so I'd like to keep it that way. But then I'd really have to get sex from someone else. Who can I convince?