Experienced milf wants to date

I'm a real rocker who loves going to festivals, and I occasionally pop a pill. I just want to try everything once in life.

My fantasy is to do it in public sometime, like in the dunes or somewhere. I once got caught with another couple, and I thought it was so hot to watch them do it. Other places like the pool or the train also really appeal to me.

This is exciting, because I've never done online dating before. So it's my first time. I'm looking for a nice guy to start a serious relationship with. I'm spontaneous, sociable, and can be a little mischievous sometimes.

What can I expect here? I don't know, but I've decided to give it a try. I've been single for a while, but my trust in men has completely vanished. Who can give me back some of my trust?