Sexy mother wants a guy

I'm looking for a fun guy who's up for a fun/exciting date. I have a lot of time on my hands, so I'd like it to happen soon.

I'm still nice and young and single. I'd like to change that. Not a steady relationship right away, but a sexual relationship first, I thought. Enjoying things together with a young man is endless, so men who feel attracted to me, bring it on!!!

Ideally, I'd like to find a man to grow old with, but then I might be expecting too much! It would be nice to find someone who makes me laugh again, makes me feel good, and is truly there for me when I need him.

I've been married for seven years, but it doesn't feel that way. I feel alone. Unheard, lonely, and certainly not loved. I can't leave. I have a child with him and no job, so I'm dependent. I'd be happy with just a man I could see secretly and who would give me some self-esteem back; I could really use that.