Delicious mom wants a sexdate

I'm of Ukrainian descent but have lived in the Netherlands my whole life. I'm looking for a caring man who will treat me like a prince and with whom I can have a fun, but above all, exciting time. I'm a caring, spontaneous, and honest woman who knows what men want. I'm looking for a man aged 30 or older.

Yes, I'm in a relationship, but it doesn't feel that way to me. He's acting suspicious, sometimes stays out all night, and has absolutely no interest in me. Long story short, I'm hungry for affection because I don't like an empty space next to me in bed.

I was raised strictly religious, and because of that, I'm at a disadvantage when it comes to sex. I'm not interested in religion anymore and I'd like to gain some experience. I want to know what feels good and what doesn't, and how to achieve orgasm.

Yes, exactly, what now? Is this all there is, is this how it's supposed to look? I certainly hope not. I don't know exactly what I'm looking for, but it's definitely something different than what I have now.