Excited mom wants a sexdate

My girlfriend and I got into a heated argument after a few drinks. I told her my boyfriend isn't very creative in bed and that I always had to fake it. "Find a sex buddy who can make you cum," was her only comment. "Good idea, though, and what I want is a fantastic date where you can make me cum." Deep down, I'm worried it might be my fault. I can find out when we get into bed together.

My relationship is going along as usual, nothing more or less. There's no tension, and we don't do much together. You have to keep working at a relationship, and my boyfriend doesn't do that because he just lets everything happen. I don't feel any passion, which is why I registered here.

My boyfriend has completely done it to me. He's cheating on me and flirting with other women right in front of me. That's unacceptable. You just can't be like that. Should we go get him back together?

I've had enough of acting crazy now. Ending up drunk in bed every night, completely unsure if I'm even alive. No, I don't need that anymore. Sitting on the couch every night, drowsy, isn't it either, but I'm sure there's a middle ground to be found.