Hot milf wants to date

I'm actually a little ashamed of myself for doing this, but I do it anyway. I'm looking for companionship outside of my relationship. For fun, and hopefully a little more.

Hi guys, I'm a married woman who's a bit stuck in standard sex. My husband doesn't want to switch things up anymore and only wants one position. I've had enough of that and would like to have a bit more variety in my sex life again.

My partner and I don't connect sexually. I want very different things than he does; I want to be dominated, with a firm hand if necessary. My boyfriend really doesn't want to and can't do that, but he knows I have to. So that's why I'm looking for a master who can give me what I want sexually.

Despite my relationship, I regularly feel lonely. My partner is away and working a lot, and even then, I crave attention and, above all, touch. I want to feel like I matter, and that more often than just a week a month. Intimacy, togetherness, and appreciation are important to me.