Lovely mom wants a sexdate

I don't really know what I'm looking for here, but the idea of ??meeting new people really appeals to me. I'm naturally shy and don't feel comfortable approaching people. Do you recognize this, or can you help me with that? If so, I'd love it if you sent me a nice message!

Dear men, I've recently become single again after a long time. I found it especially hard not having sex anymore. The fact that a man wouldn't let me come anymore, and I had to do it myself, really bothered me. I tried my best to find someone to go out with, but that wasn't a good idea either. Perhaps I'll have more luck here?

My boyfriend can really go to hell now. I'm completely done with his possessive behavior. I'm looking for a guy who respects me and, above all, gives me the freedom to be myself. If I flirt and look around a little, I'm not automatically a slut, am I?

Being married doesn't spoil the fun for me. Monagamy isn't in my vocabulary. I love a life of debauchery, and I have the same thing with sex. The changing relationships drive me wild. I only use condoms for sex, though. I'm really looking forward to another wild date with a strange guy.