Excited mother wants a man

The attention my boyfriend is giving me isn't really helping me right now. He's mainly focused on himself and his friends, and I'm just hanging around. If you do pay attention to me and want to visit me regularly, here's a response that might help.

This year I turned 30, which has caused quite a stir in my mind. I've been with my boyfriend for a long time, 15 years already. We were truly each other's first love. And that's great, of course, but I've also found myself curious about what's different... What if, or what would it be like? Is it really a bad thing that I secretly took the plunge now...?!

My bed is cold every night when I get in. My toys don't keep me warm, and I'm getting a bit bored with having to make do with them for six months. A sexy man who knows how to pamper me in bed is therefore very welcome.

Being married is actually not for me, I'm much too naughty to stay away from everything, will it be a one-time thing or will we see each other more often???