Experienced mature wants to date a man

I'm happy with myself, now I'm looking for someone to make happy. Are you looking for a nice woman who will fulfill all your wishes? I'm submissive and looking for a man who has some fun tasks for me.

My guy is a grump, a grouch. He's sick, and that's really sad, but I don't have to suffer. I don't get sex, that's the worst part. A hug every now and then, but I just miss that sex terribly. I'd love to secretly do it with someone else. Would I dare?

I doubt my relationship every day and feel like it's getting worse and worse. We barely have any contact anymore; we call each other every two or three days, and we only see each other once every two weeks. I'm not happy with this and want to meet a man who sees potential in me.

Life is a party, and I love to celebrate it with a nice man. I hope to find a nice and fun man here.