Experienced milf wants to date

I've been married for seven years, but it doesn't feel that way. I feel alone. Unheard, lonely, and certainly not loved. I can't leave. I have a child with him and no job, so I'm dependent. I'd be happy with just a man I could see secretly and who would give me some self-esteem back; I could really use that.

I'm a typical nerd, haha. I spend a lot of time on the computer, even for work. So I thought this would be a good way to meet new people.

Hi, I come across as very confident, but appearances can be deceiving. So many men have betrayed my trust that I've become insecure. While I'm open to a relationship, I want to build it slowly.

Where is the man of my dreams? Even though I'm in a relationship, I can't get you out of my mind, so where are you?