Lovely mother wants a guy

This is my first time doing this, and I'm a bit nervous. I'm in a relationship. Sweet guy, that's not it, and I certainly don't want to lose him. But he really can't keep up with me when it comes to sex. I want it much more often and for longer than he does. We can't work that out either, so I'm letting him believe it's okay. And I'll find the frequent, long, and especially incredibly hot sex elsewhere.

I'd like to gain some experience here, because I don't know much about love yet. I'm not prudish, and I want to learn and try a lot. I don't really want to do anything extreme or weird.

What really turns me on? Cum. I want to feel as much cum as possible in my mouth and then swallow it whole. If you'd like, we can French kiss afterward. As you can see, I'm pretty extreme, and that's what I'm looking for. Extreme sex.

The times my boyfriend and I see each other are few and far between, which I find far too few, but he's happy with it. I want to quickly meet a man who has more to offer than my boyfriend.