Young mature wants to be fucked

I'm quite shy in everyday life, have few friends, and basically no social contacts at all. My sex life has always been really good, but I've been dry for a few months now, and I'm starting to get a little antsy. During sex, I'm anything but shy; I do things you wouldn't normally expect from me.

How is it possible that I always meet the wrong men? Or are all the nice guys taken and utterly faithful? I've honestly never had a relationship that lasted longer than three months. Why? Because they couldn't find it with me, I guess. But am I really that terrible?

I want to open my door for you without knowing who you are. I don't want to know anything, absolutely nothing, about your appearance. When I open the door, I'm blindfolded. You lead me to the living room and there you fuck me like you've never fucked me before. Then comes the big reveal. I'll take off my blindfold and look straight into your lustful eyes. Who dares this?

I'd love to sneak up on you from behind in my latex suit, rim you, lick your balls, serve you, and worship you like my God!