Experienced milf wants to date

My boyfriend and I both enjoy sex with both sexes. So we try it out regularly. The three of us would be awesome too! But then there would have to be a man, because I'm not sharing my boyfriend with a woman!

I've always been told I'm such a beautiful girl. I'm flattered, of course, but it's actually made me very insecure. I always feel like I have to live up to a certain ideal, and I don't want to and can't do that. I'm closing myself off more and more, but maybe there are men here who understand me and can give me a little more self-confidence.

I'm a sweet, tender, yet vulnerable woman. My boyfriend has regularly taken advantage of me, and I'm having a really hard time with it. I hope there's a nice, respectful man here whom I can hang out with regularly.

I'm incredibly proud of my breasts, my body. I love showing them off; I'd really love to do a fun photoshoot, and who knows what else will come of it.