Experienced mother wants a guy

Why is a little chubby and leather unappetizing? I know you love it when I sit on your face with my bigger size and squirt you soaking wet.

It's still unclear how this is possible, but my boyfriend can't do it anymore. We've sought help, but he just can't handle it. I don't know if it's my fault, but this is making me quite insecure. Tell me, guys, is it my fault?

My love deserves a caring man to bring me flowers once in a while, to enjoy a nice glass of wine together and spend the day together, something I can only dream of now.

My wedding was one I'll never forget. I felt like a princess and soared over the clouds with happiness. Now I wonder what I did. I only knew my boyfriend for three months, and I was so idyllic with him that I couldn't think anymore. Stupid, because now I'm back down to earth and realize we're not a good fit. How am I going to make this right? I have no idea, and I don't want to worry about that right now. To escape my home life for a while, I want a date. Get away together for a bit and then hop into a hotel at the end of the day to make love.