Experienced mother wants a guy

It's not my thing to sit around every night waiting for my boyfriend to come over. I've been going my own way lately and want to live life to the fullest, and I need you to help me!

In my relationship, I'm completely free to do what I want. But let me be clear: there's only one man I love! I love sex with someone else, but for me, it's nothing more than just sex—giving in to each other's needs!

The right one doesn't exist, and I've given up on that hope by now, but after such a long time alone, it would be nice to meet a nice man again. A lovely dinner out, a movie together, and who knows!

Sometimes you try to figure out if there's something missing in your life. I have everything, but it still feels like I have nothing. Maybe a lonely edge?