Experienced mother wants to fuck

Unfortunately, my partner doesn't want what I want. I love S&M and he doesn't. I can't live without it, so we have a little problem. So I'm going to do it secretly. Who can discreetly give me what I want?

I thought marriage was the right thing for me. Together with my true love. But my true love has multiple boyfriends, and I only discovered that after we were already married. I'm not getting a divorce; that would be a real loss of face. But I'm going to pay him for it. I'm going to have sex outside as much as he does. And I'm going to enjoy it too!

Well, too much to just write down here. Reliable, open, sweet, wise. I'd like to email you the rest and tell you personally later.

I'm in a relationship, and no, I don't want to hear a lecture about it! I just want to have fun! I have a bit of a kinky side, and my boyfriend doesn't like to admit it, but I can tell he's a bit scared of it! And because I can't show at home how wonderfully turned on I get by with all that kinky stuff, I'm looking for someone here who will perfectly complement me!