Horny mature wants to be fucked

I'm a sweet, caring, reliable, and sociable woman. People sometimes tell me not to be so insecure and not to sacrifice myself too much.

There you are with your big mouth! My boyfriend said, "You don't dare!" And I said, "Bet!" He grinned and accepted the bet. Well, then there's nothing else to do but do what I said. Find someone as soon as possible who's interested in receiving oral sex while my boyfriend watches. Sound appealing?

Lately, I've only been getting messages from men who think they can jump into bed with me after three messages. I'm not looking for that! I'm looking for depth and, above all, a lasting and stable relationship.

I'm not really the type to cheat easily, but I have no other choice. I can't get it from my boyfriend anymore, and I'm certainly not going to beg for it. I'm almost running out of steam here, and something really needs to be done about that!