Lovely milf wants to date

My relationship with my boyfriend is going well. We give each other freedom, which means we can sleep with others. It doesn't happen often, but I love having sex with another man every now and then.

My significant other is truly sweet. He takes good care of me and makes sure nothing is lacking in my life. But that's precisely what makes it so awkward. I've unconsciously been placed in a dependent position, and the fact that he's away from home for weeks at a time for his job doesn't make things any better. Oh well, I don't want to complain! I'd really like to find someone here who can bring a little spice and color into my life.

I've always had an exciting fantasy that I'd love to make a reality. I'm not going to tell you what it is yet, but if you want to find out, you know what to do.

Unfortunately, I have to look for the man who will live with me once we're in a relationship. My boyfriend doesn't want that, and that's where I feel a great sense of loss.