Beautiful mature wants to be fucked

You might not see it right away, but I'm quite insecure. About my body, about everything. That's why I find it hard to let go. Unless I feel comfortable with you. Then I'll open up and dare to do things I normally wouldn't dare to think about. And I find that quite exciting. Would you like to try it with me?

I am who I am, and most people are quite taken aback by my eccentric behavior. Think you can handle this? Then you can definitely talk to me.

I'm someone who enjoys company and doesn't want to spend every evening alone. Perhaps you'd enjoy visiting me regularly and spending the evening with me. Perhaps spending the night together is also an option.

Just say what you want, my husband said. And when I did, he looked at me like I was crazy. We haven't seen each other since. He's completely turned off, I'm afraid. Because I want a golden shower. I'm not going to get it. Not from him, anyway. Maybe there's someone here who's willing?