Excited mature wants to be fucked

Apparently, giving me an orgasm is quite a challenge. My boyfriend, unfortunately, isn't succeeding :-(. I'd love to be made to cum by a man instead of having to do it myself!

Few people will understand why I'm registering here looking for a nice man. Not for a relationship, because I'm already in one. But if you don't find everything you need in your relationship, you can't remain unhappy, and it's perfectly normal to keep looking.

Spontaneous, sociable, honest, open, and of course, I have many more positive qualities. I work 32 hours a week, have a car, and my own apartment. In that apartment, there's a couch (and, of course, more stuff), and on that couch, there's still room for a sweet man. Someone I can laugh with, cry with, and share the good things in life with. To be head over heels in love again and completely lose myself in each other, with or without words. A man who enjoys company, going out, dinner, drinks, vacations, and so on. Would you like to get lost with me?

I'm often accused of not taking enough initiative. So, I'm going to do things completely differently. I'm going to meet a man, and I'm going to be the boss. Only what I want will happen, and you can only do what I tell you to do. Enough initiative then?