Excited milf wants to date

I'm young, and you think, "He's got it all figured out, right?" Unfortunately, my husband is seriously ill and can no longer have sex. This is a very difficult time for me too, and I'm ready to enjoy myself for an evening.

I don't really care what anyone else thinks of me; I just go for it. You have to do what you want; life is far too short to dwell on doubts.

I got married young, and I'm actually a very good and obedient wife to my husband. I do the dishes properly, I make sure dinner is ready when he gets home, and once a month we have sex. He just crawls up on me for a bit to relieve himself, and then we go to sleep. It's been like this for a year, day in, day out. That's how he likes it, so that's how it goes. Now, for once, I want to have some serious sex with a man who will show me every corner of the room. Not with my own husband, of course, because he doesn't like that. I'd like it to be discreet, so bring on real men!

I've been single for far too long. Five years is a long time, isn't it? I'm starting to doubt myself more and more. Am I really that intimidating? Can you name five positive things about me?