Excited mom wants a sexdate

My whole life (which isn't that long, I know that much) I've been having regular sex. But I sometimes watch videos where women get roughed up, and that really turns me on. I don't dare tell my boyfriend; he wouldn't do it either; he's far too soft for that. But surely there's a man here who'd like to do it rough with me?

What do you think? Am I still fuckable? My husband doesn't think so. Yes, I've gained a few pounds due to pregnancy and eating well. But doesn't that automatically make me unattractive? Do you mind gaining a few extra pounds?

My positive outlook on life and optimism are infectious. I also hope for the man who wants to start a relationship with me. I'm sure we'll be very happy together.

I found out my boyfriend is having sex with someone else, my girlfriend. Ugh, yuck, and yuck again, the traitors. I'm leaving now; I don't want anything to do with them anymore. Only, I have nowhere to go. Is there a kind man here who wants to help me?