Excited mother wants to have sex

I would love to have a lover, a man who is very handsome and wants to host me regularly for a nice get-together. My boyfriend pays minimal attention to me, and he prefers to focus on his hobbies.

Sometimes I feel like a wild tiger and sometimes like a playful puppy. That's the only comparison I have with animals. Although I do look for an animal in bed. One who, like me, enjoys delicious oral sex. Long licks and sucks on the way to the big party.

I hope you're not judging me wrong, because I have a boyfriend, but the spark between us is starting to fizzle out a bit. I think that's a shame, but I don't see it rekindling anytime soon. My head is so full, and I really need some relaxation. Maybe you have a good idea for that.

Every now and then I want to let loose completely in the nightlife, but my boyfriend is embarrassed and absolutely refuses to go with me. I hope to find the man here who's willing to guide me when I want to let loose.