Experienced mom wants a sexdate

My wedding was one I'll never forget. I felt like a princess and soared over the clouds with happiness. Now I wonder what I did. I only knew my boyfriend for three months, and I was so idyllic with him that I couldn't think anymore. Stupid, because now I'm back down to earth and realize we're not a good fit. How am I going to make this right? I have no idea, and I don't want to worry about that right now. To escape my home life for a while, I want a date. Get away together for a bit and then hop into a hotel at the end of the day to make love.

I don't care, a big dick, a small one, thin or thick, as long as I have a good time with you. I hope to meet you soon so my pussy can get a little pampering.

For a short time, I was completely sexually in love with another guy. He lasted only two months, and then he disappeared, never to be heard from again. I've been in a relationship for five years now, and I haven't had sex for two of those.

I've been trying to take a relationship to the next level for a long time, so I'm asking you this: If a man doesn't want to live together after years, are you just there for convenience?