Experienced mom wants a sexdate

I was married at a young age and soon became the mother of two children, but unfortunately, it didn't turn out the way I'd hoped. I've been divorced for a while now, and I feel quite lonely when the kids are in bed or with their father. I hope you can bring some joy back into my life.

I usually attract men who love me for my looks, and once they've had their way, they're gone. I'm looking for a man who sees beyond that and loves me for who I am.

For a few months now, I've been wondering if my boyfriend is secretly seeing someone. In fact, all the signs point to that. So, whatever he's allowed to do, I'm allowed to do too. Bring it on, I want to enjoy you to the fullest.

Who can add some extra spice to my life? I miss the fun and action; that's already pretty much gone in my marriage. I hope to find some of that here, of course.