Young mature wants to date a man

I'd like to know what it's like to have anal sex, and I'm looking for an experienced man who wants to go that route with me!

I'm about to decide whether or not to continue in my current relationship. I don't really feel comfortable anymore, and I'm missing something—excitement, thrills, fun, but most of all, love. What woman doesn't like being called beautiful? So I'm looking for someone who can make me feel wanted and, above all, loved again. I might sound very gloomy, but I'm anything but. I want to enjoy everything and everyone around me.

Putting myself in the spotlight isn't really my thing; I'm a bit reserved in that regard. So, I'm not going to tell you all about my relationship here; I want to meet a nice man who I'm willing to tell everything in private if he's interested.

You can have a great time with me, I love long evenings, movies, wine, the occasional cigarette is also allowed and go with that banana, I'm not a morning person.