Young mature wants to date a man

For several years now, I've been working as a model in lingerie and other exciting things for all sorts of erotic magazines, but I can never let go and fully expose myself. So, my search is for a person: a hot man who knows what he's doing and can push me beyond my limits.

Hello, Master, can I look at you, or would you rather not? I'm a submissive lady and I'm shy. I don't know much about the world of BDSM yet. I do know that it really appeals to me and I want to explore it further!

My boyfriend is forcing me to seek another man. He's completely unwilling to pay attention to me or my body, and I can't imagine why. There's probably someone else involved, and that's why I think it's a good idea to find someone else for myself as well.

My boyfriend doesn't want to sleep with me anymore! He thinks I've gotten way too fat. He doesn't say it, but I've noticed several times that he's getting off on those perfect sluts on his computer! I'd love for someone to get just as excited about me and give me some more wonderful pleasure! I'm not asking for anything special! Just normal, good sex! Because if I have to wait for him, I'm afraid it won't be anytime soon!