Young mother wants a man

All my friends are perfectly happy with their boring, home-and-carry lives, but apparently, I'm the odd one out again, because the monotony is driving me crazy! Every day is a repeat of the day before, and I desperately want to escape that, but discreetly if possible. Are there any men here who know exactly what I mean?

A little pain during sex gives me an extra dimension, so I'd like to meet a man who also enjoys soft SM and golden showers. My pussy loves to be licked, and if I have to pee during oral sex, I'd be more than happy to do it in your mouth.

In my free time, I often spend time at the beach, whether it's sunbathing, walking, or just man-watching. I also enjoy a nice drink on a terrace. At work, I spend a lot of time indoors, and I make up for that easily. I also enjoy swimming, and what better place to do that than in the sea? The sunset is beautiful, but I don't enjoy watching it alone.

I'm looking for more in the realm of sex; I'd like to experiment. In my short life, I've tried just about everything there is to try, and I want more. I'm very curious about S&M, but I have absolutely no experience with it. I'm looking for a teacher who can gently introduce me to that world. Not too strict to start with.