Excited mom wants a sexdate

Trips are fun and I usually manage to flirt a bit.... But I want to flirt in my own country too!

My boyfriend and I practically live in the same house like brother and sister. It's quite difficult, because when we have sex, it feels really weird. I love him, but I don't care for darts. Not with him, anyway. With someone else, though.

I don't really know what I'm looking for here, but the idea of ??meeting new people really appeals to me. I'm naturally shy and don't feel comfortable approaching people. Do you recognize this, or can you help me with that? If so, I'd love it if you sent me a nice message!

My boyfriend and I are having a hard time. We're both unemployed and have no money to do fun things. We only argue, and sex is hard to come by. I'm looking for a man who can do fun things and who wants to spoil me a bit. Sex is definitely part of that.