Excited mother wants a guy

I'm a wild lady with whom you can have a lot of fun.

I've been single for a few years now, and to be honest, I'm getting tired of it. So, I think it's time for a change.

I think my boyfriend is cheating on me. I secretly read a few messages on his phone, and they contained things you wouldn't discuss with a colleague or friend. They mentioned hotel names, dates, and times, and then ended with three crosses. I never would have guessed it from him, because things are going pretty well between us, but surely this has something to do with sex?

Every morning I get out of bed feeling horny. Sometimes I wonder if I'm still normal because I can't stand myself and I can't always play with myself. I dream of having a sex partner because that would be really exciting.