Experienced mom wants a sexdate

Normally, I see the future quite brightly and am quite positive, but these days I'm experiencing more and more bouts of feeling lost and fed up. My best friend said she always perked up so much from good sex and blowjobs that I should try it out. Well, I don't want to just pick up a random guy off the street and try it out, so I'm here. This is to get to know you better, and you to get to know me, so we can go on a date and I can see if my friend is right.

Sex with a balloon can make me really horny, the sound and the tension of it popping during sex. Do you also have something that is not quite normal?

One man who loves me isn't enough for me. I told my boyfriend, and he agreed that I'm looking for a second. I'm looking for a sexy man who will visit me regularly for a hot evening.

I'm looking for a submissive man who wants to get his ass kicked. I've always dreamed of SM, but now I finally want to make it a reality. Dreams are meant to be followed, and my boyfriend is the bodyguard, haha!